Had my op yest.. Guessed it went smoothly.. Now recuperating at hm.. jem and yf coming to visit me tmr!! haha. so happy.. at least i'm nt bored..bt someone shd come visit me too.. don think he will.
Was very unhappy since last night. Till today.i did my best. i tried to break out of my emotional wall. Yet it wasnt enough apparently. Cant u just give in to me on account that i just had an op/ But no lor.. u still had to make me tear, u still had to make the tears go into my wound n it hurts like a son of a bitch. felt pretty miserable. cos i tried. I din even hide anyth intentionally. Tld wat i hv to. yet, it wasnt enough. Shall stop here lest the tears rub into my wound again.
