Again.. tt feeling, which i hated. Ad nauseam. I hate to show signs of weakness. I applaud myself for being so strong and uttering those words to u resolutely. For the 3rd time since the many similar conversations we had, I did not teared. My voice was steady; my resolution nv wavering. I prided myself for being strong-willed by nature, and so once again, I surpassed all emotions capable of threatening me to allow me to sink deeper into the abyss. Its really time i stepped back, and look at my surroundings; the people who cared and loved me.