I tot back to the times that 3 of us were such gd companions n frens cum sisters... Well, mb nt 3 bt 2 of us. Then i noticed the big change.. I cant say its for the better. cos this is not wat i like. No, there r no more hostilities, juz pure silence on our parts.. spking when nec.
My sis used to be v clse to me and my youngest sis. THen all of a sudden, donno wat happen she wasnt clse to my youngest sis.. She tld me its sth abt some jeans prob tt they quarrelled. apparently its nt a small thing else their r/s would nt b tt bad... Nw.. the present situation is tt they don talk at all unless nec.. bit sad when i saw this. of cos the same applies to my situation. bt i've done all i can(ok mb not all) to try n rectify the prob.
They used to play n joke w each other everymorn, everyday... Somehw things hv changed... drastically...
Felt sad... if i could hv the power of gg back in time.. have the power to chg things... i would! God, i realli would. I noe ppl tell me i hv to make the first move, be more thick-skinned... bt.. somehw i juz couldnt bring myself to do tt.. mb somehw deep in me i'm waiting for her to take the first step. Since i've done some... Stimes i realli wish to noe wat's gg on in her life... her studies, her frens.. everyting is so remote nw.. the past seemed to be so long ago..
I tot time would heal by itself.. n tt god has plans. n tt i would let Mother Nature take its course... However, hw gullible i am. Who am i kidding?? I have to take the first step. MY initiative. My frens seem to be perfectly alright w nt communicating w their siblings at all.. said they r used to it, its perfectly alright, and tt time n hectic life doesnt permit them to talk much...
Donno wat to do also.. except pray n hope?? Bt pls lor, if i nt taking any move, i don expect God to sudd drop me a blessing and Tada! i got the sister-ship back.
